Canadian Foodgrains Bank Executive Director Jim Cornelius and Communications Officer Amanda Thorsteinsson are in South Sudan, visiting Foodgrains Bank projects and partners who are responding to the needs of people affected by civil war in that country. This is their third report.
JUBA, South Sudan–When I hear stories about what people have suffered in South Sudan, it’s easy to lose heart. But then I think about people who inspire me—people like Grace Athiens.
I met 12-year old Grace when we visited Budi, the small county in the eastern part of South Sudan. That’s where Canadian Foodgrains Bank member ADRA Canada is distributing emergency food to people who have fled fighting in other areas of the country.
“I am alone,” she says. “I don’t know where my mother and father are. I don’t even know if they are alive.”
Her eyes filled with tears when I asked her, through the help of a local pastor acting as a translator, to tell me the rest of her story.
When rebel soldiers fighting against the government of South Sudan came to her home in Bor in Jonglei state in the middle of the night, Grace had no time to pack before she fled. A tattered and faded green party dress is the only piece of clothing Grace owns, and it is already growing too small for her.
“People just scattered,” she says. “I didn’t know what was happening. I just woke up to screaming and gunfire.”
Silent tears filled her eyes again. I asked the pastor acting as a translator to tell her that she didn’t have to answer any more questions if she didn’t want to.
She gently shook her head and told him it was okay for me to continue.
Along with a group of around 100 people, she began walking and running through the forest toward the capital city of Juba.
“I didn’t know where my parents were, but it was too dangerous to turn back,” she said. “The rebels were shooting everyone.”
For days, Grace walked with other people from Bor toward Juba. Along the way, she met up with a woman named Nyang Deng, a mother with six children of her own. She took Grace under her wing, eventually bringing her to safety.
Hearing Grace tell her story was difficult for me. But if she can have the courage to tell her story, it’s the least I can do to listen—and share it with others.
Grace wants to be a doctor one day. She wants to serve people. She doesn’t know if she will be able to do this; right now, she doesn’t even know if her family is dead or alive. All she can do now is keep living each day at a time, doing small jobs to earn a little money.
True to her name, she approaches her situation with grace. When I asked her what her hope for the future is, she said: “Just to live in peace and get an education.”
I believe in Grace—the girl who has lived through so much, and yet can still dream ahead without bitterness, who are the future of South Sudan—and in the grace shown by Canadians as they respond through the Foodgrains Bank to help people like her in South Sudan and around the world.
And I believe in the grace of God—to help Grace, and to help me live mindfully and gracefully in a world where so many people struggle to eat, live and carry on their daily lives.
–Amanda Thorsteinsson, Communications Officer
To help children like Grace, or read more about the situation in South Sudan, click here
Photo: 12-year old Grace Athiens stands beside a hut in the home of the family that has taken her in.